Hey people...
i was feeling very terrible just now...
frankly speaking...
the box of panadol infront of me is very intimidating...
i don't mind just gulping it all down at once
then i can fly already...

but i really thank god that i didn't do it...
well..i sort of did...i ate 2 tablets...
but its due to my headache!

Well, i really dunno how to begin...
Xiiao Didi, you have helped me without fail when i am in need of attention or help, even if it means you being deprived of some of the things which you enjoy the most...
i really am very glad to know you and am glad that i didn't make the wrong choice in coming to this school...
Well, you now know most of the truth about me life...how it isn't what everyone think it is...well, i will live it to the fullest yea?
Not known to you is that there are many things which you motivate me to accomplish yea...striving for better results is one...you know why? Cos i hope that we can both take the Edusave Scholarship again and then go watch a movie or something like that...
I know that although i cannot depend on you or anyone else forever, i am trying to be independant and will succeed with the help of my three supporting structures of which one is you!
All which i confessed is no lies...my tears are as real as millions of water molecules and sodium chloride mixture...they all fall for one reason...cos i am really touched that there is someone out there who is actually looking out for me and actually respects me when all others are oblivious...

Yes, you claim that i have my good points too but i think that most of them i have learnt from you..REMEMBER...many people think that you are as successful as me..but in actual fact, I AM AS SUCCESSFUL AS YOU
You may not see it now, you may already have...but your existence, no matter how small on the face of Earth, is the biggest aid and source of motivational support i am receiving...
This is my dedication to you... =)
Seriously...rock on!
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always