This world is freaking unfair i tell you...
nothin ever goes the way things should be...
i cannot tolerate it anymore...
i just want to let it all out...

I have lost the passion and commitment in whatever i am in...
I am over-stressed out by whatever it is i am involved in...
I am ignored and treated as a pile of shit in things which i should be doing...
I hate my eff-ing attitude in life and towards people...
I hate to put on a fake front when i am crumbling inside...
Please...

If you are reading this, please try to understand me...

for my subject teachers, i know that you have high hopes on me...but don't you think that SOME of you are looking at the negative side of me...though my grades aren't all that good, i am trying...yet all you do is put a wet blanket over me...i am sick and tired of it...i cannot stand it anymore...
i will do my best...i never ever had the intention to let you down...

for teachers taking me in projects, i have been trying to do the best i can for you but it seems like its never enough...in fact...it gets more demanding...i got a life too...its already mentioned that academics are more crucial...please...spare time for me to focus on my academics too...

friends...i know many of you are there for me...but i can tell that some are just out to ruin my day...if you know who you are, just stop it...buzz off from my life...
i really want to express my feelings to SOME but our emotions are just not at the same channel...i am ...while you are so hyper...sorry...
yes...i am sensitive...super in fact...
but i try to spare a thought for others and what do i get in return? i get stepped on and treated like a nobody...i should not be that kind right?

I heard of someone use the term KARMA to describe what goes round comes around...yes...but i dont think i did anything to deserve such a fate...i am only 15 and already all this is happening...yea...maybe its karma that i die in my sleep too yea? maybe its karma that i will lead a life where i am so stressed that i will become a cuckoo....yea...if this is karma...i agree...

if not...i state my stand...nothing is fair in this world...