Today is a total disaster...
i tell you that there is no meaning in life...
all that i believe in...
hope...love...all of them are fake...

i tell you, don't let these feelings blind you...
they are just illusions to an ugly truth...
i hate it...simply hate it...

no one understands me now...
i tried to share my woes with some people and they either are not bothered to listen or aren't sympathetic...
some even thinks that i am a bother...and that i am weird or whatever...

i have no more breath to spare anymore...
really...if i have to drink detergent to die...so be it...
it beats living in this cruel world...
i tell you, the world is a close place...want to find warmth?
there are only a few hot springs on the earth...
i stupidly came out from one of it and now i can no longer enter...
i simply hate myself...

have you ever wondered why i have no "hate" section in my blog
cos i believed that i dont hate anything...but now i realised
that i do...
let me tell you what i hate ok?

1) Ignorance
2) Hypocrites
3) Disrespectfulness
4) Boast
5) Emo-ness

lastly...MYSELF