Hey people...so today wasn't a really good day to begin with...
9/11...its been 7 years since that incident...haiz...
Really lar...why must i be so weak?!
Giving in to people when i know that i don't need to...its like...
dunno how to describe also...

I hate my stinkin life...as in...i thank god for it...
but i am not living it the way i want it to be...
there was once when someone told me that life is an adventure which we must look forward to...yea...i agree...BUT ALSO DISAGREE
what is the point of looking forward to it when you know its going to be rotten...
when you know that nothing is going to go your way and make you feel like living is for nothing?

Really lar...its not worth it...
really...i have calculated lor..
I am only living because i am unable to part with the ones i love...really lor...
if i can be assured that i will be able to forget them...then maybe...
these memories really is painful....

...I Hate My Life...I Hate My Actions...I Hate Myself