Friday, February 6, 2009 @ Friday, February 06, 2009
Hello peeps!
so sorry but today just ain't my day...

well, quite a few things happened and it set me thinking
what if this happened...
what if that happened...
why must all this things happen to me!?!?!?!
I HATE IT!!!!
i just want things to go like how i want it to turn out

i guess what Nippy Jie said was true...
when there are good things in life, there will be bad...
so since yesterday was a good day for me, today is bad...

suaii i gues...haiz
I PRAY IN YOUR MOST GRACIOUS NAME, that all i pray for will come true and that all trees will be reminded of their roots.


What in the world have i done to deserve this???
Your accusation is just so remarkable that i can hardly believe it
I am accused of something which i have not done
I am accused thanks to the slandering of others
So after these years...your trust in me just fade away like this?
After all that I've done for you and you've done for me...
it has to become this?
Come on...infer reliable sources...
If you view things from only an angle, you onli get to see that angle
view things thoroughly...come on
Whatever i have, i have shared...
Since when have i not when you asked me for it
So you think that i am so desparate to get an A1?
Sorry...i don't do backstabbing...
ALL MY ESSENTIALS KNOW THAT IT IS ONE OF THE FOUR THINGS WHICH CAN MAKE ME HATE
and i don't hate very often
So if i dislike it, why would i do it?
Do you really think that i am this kind of a person?
If you carry on doing so then all i can say is that you understanding in me
is so shallow that it can be plucked out of the soil like a seedling root...
Don't think that i ain't suffering alrights
Whatever responsibilities you have, i have it doubled
Priorities same...So can't you understand the stress that i am facing everyday???
Can't you understand my mood at times?
Why can't you see the REAL me and must listen to other blabber?
Your eyes chooses what you want to see...
if you believe them, then you'll never see the truth...
So really...like what i have said...
I DON't DESERVE THIS...