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Monday, July 13, 2009 @ Monday, July 13, 2009
Alrights...I guess it's time to face it...I'm not feeling alright...Today really was the brink to all the thoughts that have been surfacing in my mind...I'm so sorry to Gerald BRO, ChingYe, Bryan, Enoch and Sherman...Sorry that my mood just ruined the study group...I really cannot help it...I was in an abyss of despair by then...I had no other options outIsolation was the best option outEspecially to Gerald BRO...I'm so sorry BRO...It's like...I just cannot withstand it...I really really don't want to see you like this BRO...Naturally, it got me down as well...
But you're different...You can always make a u-turn and be hyper! I can't...I'll stuck and need assistance before leaving the trench...I'm really an extreme extrovert and introvert...I cannot be neutral...it's either i be one to a very scary extentI depend a lot...especially on peeps I trust...like ya BROSo yea...the negative vibes will just get into me and cause me to go into "hibernate" mode...It's really not something that i want...When I feel/see something...I'll automatically shut down...BRO...you've got an asshole to be your bro yea...I'm so sorry about that... You may not be pissed/angry/fed-up with me... But I'm very fed-up and f*ked up with myself... I really just want to give up on myself yea... BRO...you've suffered enoughHistory is repeating itself again...
What I'm fearing...don't ever let it happen again...
Please...Anyone has a spare room for me to live in while thinking of how to rot and die and vanish without a tace?!
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