Thursday, November 26, 2009 @ Thursday, November 26, 2009
APALLED

















I just realised that there's a lot that I dunno of...
My perception of others are no doubt subjected to changes
But in recent days, the rate at which they're changing are just...astonishing

Everyday, someone will astound me with a weird act or behaviour, leaving me baffled
Certain times, it petrifies me and makes me wonder if is that the person i know...
Sometimes, it's just that i refuse to accept the face of the truth
But i guess I must musn't I?

I really wish i can live in fantasy where everything is merry-making
When reality hits, it hits hard and it hurts...a lot
I just don't like that feeling you know...

Once in a while is still alright...
At least I'll have the strength to stand back up and contiue
But if they come bombard me at once...
I'm as good as dead...

Yes, I'm pretty much dead by now...
No one's to be blame...
Blame it on me and my naive personality