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Sunday, September 12, 2010 @ Sunday, September 12, 2010
If only you knew
 The september break is coming to an end...
These weeks have had its UPs, but everyone knows...What goes up must come down...So today is the day that I'll feel down...Not sure when did I started to feel siann and down but...
I know it's all because of you...I always thought that we're through
That after so long, I can put you down and just forget about you...But now i know...despite all odds...I was just hallucinatingI didn't want to accept the fact that you're more than life to me
I didn't want to accept that we had been together
I didn't want to accept that things were so perfect back then
I DIDN'T WANT TO ACCEPT THAT IT HAS COME TO AN END...You don't know how I felt that night...
I don't blame you anymore...no one knowsOn the possibly most crucial nights of my life, you had to strike tragedy into my life...I gave it all up after that very second you hung up...I put my future on the line and nearly had them destroyed...No matter how hard I try, I can't hate you
Though I'm out of your life, you're still in mine...No matter how much tears I shed...
It can never bring you back...
To just see you face to face now, and having a friendly casual talk...
That would mean the world to me...I remember what I wrote on my livejournal...
I saw that very post...That very moment...
Until now, it feels like yesterday...
all seemed so perfectMaybe it's really high time for me to wake up...Can someone just wake me up?
This dream has turned into a nightmare...Crying doesn't help...No it doesnt...What can mend a shattered heart...I'm trying hard to focus now...
Yet unless this is settled...history will repeat itself...
23 days time...
Can i step out from within...can i...just catch a glimpse at youIf only you knew....how much you're worth to meIf only you knew...
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A BRO
